unfettered thoughts

I wandered lonely on a misty Morning to find myself Sleeping by the lake And getting wet in the dew.

I was lost, probably Because I knew not Where I was; in life. But I was at peace As I left my worries at places, I would never visit.

I won't come for the Crooked baniyan tree Or the empty cornices Of my house. I won't ever hide In the running shower For the better part of the day Anymore.

I undressed, in the wet sand I laid down the layers Of my clothes, and My mind, alike. And I walked, not Knowing better, but I knew, there would be No return, and I let The current to guide me.

I don't know how long I walked, and the Sun was setting in the Horizon, and the water Around my waist was Gloriously red. Blood red.

This was something I Built castles in the Sky about. About the end, and About death, and All things morbid. And not that I Have never tried This myself before, But I couldn't. I just couldn't. But this moment just Seemed fitting like Never before, like Everything is going To be alright.

And then it was dark, A very bluesy kinda dark And my eyes hurt, And I could ignore it, As I was at peace. And at that moment, All I wanted to tell My twelve year old self, Is that, “the end Is peaceful”.